Day: May 1, 2018

I don’t want
To be in your way
So I’ll follow
Closely behind

1. Sadness for failing
2. Frustration at not knowing why
3. Shame for revealing myself
4. Angst at knowing the effort was wasted
5. Anger at thinking I could succeed
6. Awkwardness at not knowing how to move on
7. Despair that I may be stuck for a long time
8. Sorrow that it may be a long time before I become curious again
9. Embarrassment that those who know may see me differently
10. Fear that I will fail for the rest of my life
11. Worry that I had missed other opportunities
12. Deja vu that I’ve been here before