Month: May 2019

That feeling
When someone
Calls your name
And you know
You just have
To stop what
You’re doing
Just to say hello

If I am the General of His Army
The Protector of His Church
The Weigher of Souls
And Carrier of Souls to Heaven
Can you comprehend
What kind of creature
I truly am?
Can you comprehend
What kind of being
God truly is?

You wonder
Why I
Laugh
Whenever
You’re around

Maybe the reason
I met you
Was not to be
Your admirer
Or accompany
You on your
Life’s journey
But to help you
Find your way
Through the
Barbed wire forest
So that you can
Finally be free

Don’t I
Have a
Say in
This?

You say we’re alike
But from what
I see so far
I don’t
Believe you

And I saw
The dismay
On your face
When you
Were told
The news
And it broke
My heart
Knowing
Somehow
It was because
Of me

On first impression
You tried too hard
Now I ignore you
Whenever you try
To get my attenion

If I thought
I could go back
I would
But I can’t
Because I already
Lived that life
Before and
All I got from it
Were books filled
With words
Nobody understands
Anymore

There is only
Forward but
That is not the
Same as progress
There are
Days ahead but
That is not the
Same as being hopeful

I can count
The days behind me
But don’t know how many
Days await

My journey is only one way

You are so different
And unexpected
That I’m always
Finding myself
Looking in your
Direction